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Searching for Salvation

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Konscious

 Genre: Hip Hop-Rap

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Simple beat, just 3 loops, I was lazy... just wanted to vent my temporary, short-sighted feelings of depression yesterday. This is the mental thought process in the transition from darkness to light ;) Enjoy.
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Lyrics
I'm stuck here in my mind with all these thoughts that keep reminding
life is more than what I wanted or so I keep on finding
the eloquence of my action meets the relevance of my timing
a battle of fates in the face of disgrace cause time is binding
not rewinding progressing at a faster pace increasing every day
how the fuck did just existing in this life become a race
leaving such a bitter taste placed on the base of my tongue
salivation for the dreams of waste that i've chased even though I say i'm done
drowning in the atmosphere of liquid fear what's happened here
i'd rather be driven by life cause I just don't have the strength to steer
take another step and peer into the depth of my soul
let the rhythm infect and clear to reflect part of the whole
cause the image of the gimmicks is giving the average timid
individual living at his limit infinite reason to be finished
in a minute as the voices mimic the sounds of a cynic
peace to these without hope another victim in the clinic

(Chorus)
What to make of this hopeless life... hopeless life
how many times have I tried to fight it... why do I even try
what to make of this hopeless hopeless hopeless life... hopeless life
I don't know where i'm going all I know is that... this music feels right

What to make of this so called hopeless life
depression has my perception by the balls and its grip is tight
and it won't release no peace I just wish it would leave
please believe I know it's me but I guess it's what I need
although I disagree as I hear the breeze whisper to trees
when my enemies are my inner thoughts how can I not be beat
don't ask me the accountability is too much
to touch just distrust the whats and the answers that crutch
cause i'm hobbling like a goblin that lost his battle to lust
with my face grimaced finished in the aftermath of dust

(Chorus)

So i shake off the dust and arise to a new day
as the sun blazes its rays I soak em into my brain
to find some light during the dark times I try to fight with life
but he barks and and he bites plays my weakness and feeds off my spite
he beat me down don't like the taste of the ground where i'm found
but i'm not out got another round and gonna win this bout
so I stand up on my feet and swing quick but he slips and weaves
but I feel like I can't compete cause i've never seen moves like these
a feast to be cause it's like he seems to be fueled by the beast in me
and teaching me through these deeds to make peace with my inner decency
frequently i've seen this set stage and the lead role that I play
then the realization hits and once again I am awake

(Chorus)
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Fans: 3
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Downloads: 21
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Uploaded: Dec 11, 2008 - 08:02:51 PM
Last Updated: Dec 11, 2008 - 08:02:51 PM Last Played: Oct 06, 2009 - 02:29:04 PM
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Comments
PrototypeEightyOne said 349 days ago (December 12th, 2008)
yo
another nice lyrical track dude..good shit.. I was feeling the chorus on this one, you should experiment more with the singing and doubling on melody..cool stuff. i thought a few lines didnt flow as well as they could have cuz you try to pack so much into each bar.. it still works though and sounds good..looking forward to our next.
Check out my latest song called Confusion
Konscious said 349 days ago (December 12th, 2008)
cool
yeah there's one part at the end of the first verse that i couldn't get to sound as smooth as I wanted it to with saying what I wanted to, i'll prob change that cause i hate how it sounds everytime I hear it. Yeah i like the chorus in this one a lot too.
Check out my latest song called Rhythm of design
craft said 349 days ago (December 12th, 2008)
the word is great
Cypress Hill feeling.. The flow, the lyrics, the beat.. the sh*t... just GREAT..:)
Check out my latest song called Blue Lights (feat. Spleenveil)
Konscious said 349 days ago (December 12th, 2008)
:)
Gracias senor, you are very kind. Yeah this had a fairly mellow flow compared to what i have been doing, but i like it. I'm glad you enjoyed it.
Check out my latest song called Rhythm of design
ElPeruano said 347 days ago (December 15th, 2008)
WORD
you are killing these tracks son. the production sounds great on this. alot of reverb/echo but it works with the lyrics really well. the beat was simple but it served its purpose 100percent so no complaints on that front. this is probably the most melodic piece ive heard of yours and I must say I dig the new direction. keep bringing the heat. peace.

ElPeruano
Check out my latest song called Requiem (w/ TNTrio)
Konscious said 346 days ago (December 15th, 2008)
GRACIAS
i'm glad you liked it, yeah i'm feeling this one a lot too, this song was mainly meant to be a release of my feelings but it came out to sound pretty good too. Well i appreciate the positive feedback, it means a lot. I'm still interested in a collaborating on something soon. If I come up with a concept or beat that we'd vibe on, i'll let you know.
Peace~
Check out my latest song called Rhythm of design
Dj French Toast said 342 days ago (December 19th, 2008)
We need
To get back on the grind man . I was on a mental break and a soulful meditation for a minute but Im feelin the funk again and ready to jump back in , anyway . Nice ass song sweet flow and sweet beat .
Check out my latest song called Its The French Toast(Colab W/WillBill808)
Konscious said 341 days ago (December 20th, 2008)
I agree
I've still been around, stayed active but have been fairly preoccupied myself. Let's do it. Thanks for checking out the song. Hit me up soon.
Check out my latest song called Rhythm of design
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