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So because the two writers and one producer of the song are both going by Lily I figured Liliana can be part of Blacklily. The unofficial name of this group is 'The Lily Fields'. This song was a labor of love with influences from the 80's that are very apparent.
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Lyrics
I can see the waves in the water
my fingers getting prunny
I've been here for too long
but it's calm here
nobody near
just sometime to be alone
i need some rest
to close my eyes
i've been tired for too long
and things look bad
everything's dark
i don't think i can survive
so many days
since the last time
someone hugged me while I cry
i must confess
my life is a mess (a big mistake)
but I need to carry on
and I don't think
I can believe
this is happening to me
I'm going crazy
loosing my mind
I need to scape somehow
no one can help
this is my mess
and I don't think I can get out
So please just turn the lights off
let me cry on my own
like I always do
and forget about this
and forget about things
and pretend I don't exist
and I'll be happy again
the water is cold
time to move on
have to get out of the tub
and while it drains
i'll watch the waves
with my tears going away
and I'll dry my eyes
and I'll fake a smile
and I'll just pretend
I'm happy again
Song Stats
Hits: 4656
Comments: 20
Fans: 7
Plays: 216
Downloads: 200
Votes: 24
Uploaded: Jun 01, 2005 - 09:41:47 PM
Last Updated: Jun 02, 2005 - 01:04:12 PM Last Played: Mar 17, 2019 - 01:18:34 PM
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Hardware:
G5 dual 2.0 eMac 1Ghz, 12 inch Powerbook, rivera electric, fender bass, M-audio KS49e, voice of Liliana Silva,
Software:
garageband. logic express, reason, ®Blacklily OS®
Comments
BlackLily said 5136 days ago (June 1st, 2005)
the fastest upload time ever
that was fast
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snowdragon said 5136 days ago (June 1st, 2005)
Neat vibe
Kind of a female Leonard Cohen thing going on. I kept
expecting some sort of instrumental break and think there
could be a spot for one but stillI really enjoyed it.
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woodguy32 said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
Wow... the Super Collab.. Wow
wow... I heard the best just know... wow.. a file that went
around the world.and made the perfect song..what a
combo .. of Lilys...first of.. Balcklily awesome music with
our friend Z in the mix..stunning guitar.. so well produced
like all the music you do..stunning..
Now you get a girl named Lili.. and put her in the mixx...
Making it now a super group.. Lilyfields .. (love it) .. she is
amazing..her words an vocals.. always hope the two Lilys
would make a song..and a perfect one you did..


thank you.. may this song go far and open new doors in
your lives...


Lilyfields.. a band.. forever...


woodguy32.... no fun thingy here.. this is a serious
music..
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Jim Bouchard said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
excellent... "my mess"
Great sound, great collab! Love the bass, vocals, guitars, groove. Really great to hear some new Blacklily!
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alley-oop said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
Wounded
and vulnerable. On the edge. áVery, very power. Bleeds humanity.á
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fairy beth said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
I love..
..the honest, emotive lyrics. So real. I can here the feeling
of the song in ur voice. Beautiful stuff.
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_nderscore said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
splish
reminds me of lush, smashing pumpkins & a couple other
bands i can't seem to remember the names of. the cymbals
really stand out nicely & bring out the idea of the bathwater
to me. the lazy slowness of the vocals puts a nice coating
over everything. very cool tune, hope you 2 (or 3) do more
like this
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BlackLily said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
cowards
vote bombing.. such a 13 year old thing to do


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eltopo said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
sounds like...
... the early 90s UK shoegazing scene, or british Sea
power.

Cool vibe and vocals. That's for the upload!
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eltopo said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
sounds like...
That's=thanks :(

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SlimGirlFat said 5136 days ago (June 2nd, 2005)
Fabulous
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heh heh heh.
D/L
Slimmie
JOAN said 5135 days ago (June 3rd, 2005)
great tune
reminds me of lush. nice job!!!!!!

8's
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Dead End said 5135 days ago (June 3rd, 2005)
Great flow...
No pun, well sort of. Anyway, stellar job: the story, the
performances, everything.

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Mcboy said 5135 days ago (June 3rd, 2005)
yeah
the 80's...the go go's,etc.....brought back memories.....if u
can look up the band Ginger Snapped ,u might like them.....i
like the understated vocals and guitar ambience.....the lyrics
really puts one in a girl/woman's head.....thanks for the
trip.....
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Cameron said 5133 days ago (June 4th, 2005)
hypnotic
The musical content, hypnotic in its repetition, the angsty
lyrics delivered in an emotional, yet deadpan way -- yes,
you sound tired and frustrated! -- which is very
expressive, it all WORKS well in this song.

Very cool atmosphere, here. This song would be perfect
playing in an internet cafe. (hint to cjhoose?)
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jgurner said 5133 days ago (June 4th, 2005)
Very dreamy feel
I can hear the 80s influences. I like the "close" sound of
the vocals. Really adds to the over all feel. Very cool tune.
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Sista Mac said 5130 days ago (June 7th, 2005)
Very Nice!
Excellent Sound. I really like that laid back (sort of Smashing Pumkins sound )you produced. I liked the lyrics also. They work really well with the tone of the song.
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thetiler said 5129 days ago (June 8th, 2005)
nice tune
Hope your happier now!

Nice sad tune
Interesting sounds, got my attention! Thanks much
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zallaz01 said 5128 days ago (June 10th, 2005)
epic!
amazing geetah, otherwordly vox/lyrics a stunning track...
bass so-so!!
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zallaz01 said 3177 days ago (October 13th, 2010)
1951 days later
Returning to this in 2010, I think this stacks up, which I could not grasp at the time with all the craziness of those days, and I'm not so down on my bass playing now... it was silly of me to distance myself from a very cool piece, did not quite end up how I envisaged Coreen but Lili's vocals DO suit the track, I hear that now!
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